'I should be recovered by now, I'm 24 years old why am I still struggling with something everyone said would be a phase? And here I am 13 years later, still struggling.'

So, it's been a minute since I posted. A lot of things have happened, if you read my last post you'd know I lost someone pretty important. Grief is weird. I thought that maybe I'd be consumed by it for a while and then I'd slowly start getting back to normal. I'd sit on my... Continue Reading →

Dear Nan, Everybody hates Monday when it comes, everyone dreads the moment the clock ticks 12 and suddenly, the day everyone hates is there. I used to hate Monday, but now I hate Tuesdays. I dread the moment that Tuesday rolls around because it's a week since you've been gone. You died on a Tuesday... Continue Reading →

I haven't written a single thing in so long, it almost feels kind of stupid to write something now. But I'm going to because it's 2 in the morning and I can't sleep. I've been going through some stuff lately, things have happened and I dealt with it the only way I know how. Isolation,... Continue Reading →

Since I last posted, I said I would post more frequently. Even if it was utter crap, I'd still write something. No matter how small or weird it was, I would. But then life happened. Well, my mind happened to be exact. But that's another story. When two celebrities committed suicide this week, the world... Continue Reading →

So, its been a while since I've posted anything. I said I would but every time I started writing, my mind just became blank and I had nothing to say. Even though my mind had all these possibilities, I just couldn't get the words out. So, I have no idea how this post will turn... Continue Reading →

Forgiveness.

Mental health comes with challenges. Getting out of bed and facing the world. Showering or looking after yourself. Finding the courage to speak to someone. Not giving into certain impulses... And many more. Here's the thing though, and I don't know if you do this well, but when I have a bad day, I automatically... Continue Reading →

Moments…

My Borderline is broken into moments. Moments of intense happiness, Moments of joy, Moments of sadness, Moments of anger, Moments of desperation. Sometimes it seems like there aren't enough moments in the day to catalogue every feeling I have. I have my bad days, my worse days, and my good days. It all depends on... Continue Reading →

silent enemies.

As I write this, it's nearly 4 in the morning. I don't know what I want to say, only that I need to say it. For what seems like years, my mental health has declined ever so slightly with each passing day. Yes, sometimes I feel strong and I feel like everything isn't so bad... Continue Reading →

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